Disclaimer:
Struggle is a game that attempts to provide an experience and will not play like a traditional video game.
While playing this game you will be prompted with choices periodically and will then watch scenes unfold based on the choices that you make.
There is no beating this game, and there is no "best" ending. My objective is to provide a meaningful experience.
This is a free game and a link to download this game should be limited to my personal website (in production) or here at rpgmakerweb. Links to this topic from other sources is allowed.
This title attempts to portray depression literally. It's not intended to be a fun game but focuses instead on highlighting the challenges of someone who is struggling with depression and anxiety. While playing this title you will witness a molded scenario of someone who is living their lives as best they can, and how everyday situations become a trial that may (or may not) be compounded by their choices (or lack thereof).
If you are currently suffering from this illness and are easily triggered then please be aware that this game will use examples of very dark scenarios and places. If you are suicidal, please stop playing this game and visit the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline.
You are important and you are loved.
Struggle is serving as an outlet for myself by allowing me the chance to role-play some of my personal experiences and share them through a medium. Depression and anxiety are experienced differently by everyone...and this game may be better understood by people without depression. However, I am also hoping that by creating this game it will be shared to spread awareness or used as a stepping stone to help those suffering find a way to reach out to their friends and family.
I also desperately want those suffering to know that they are not alone.
This game uses audio as part of it's game-play and I encourage you to play with your sound on.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and/or play this game.
Link to download struggle from Mediafire (Mac) - .rar file (73MB)
Link to download struggle from Mediafire (Windows) - .rar file (73MB)
Link to play game in browser (Note - Will start immediately upon loading)
Scripts that will be in use:
@astracat111 - Misc_DeactivateZspeedup
@Galenmereth - TDDP_PreloadManager
@Mr. Trivel - MrTS_DarkRoomCovers
@Tsukihime - HIME_DisabledChoiceConditions
YAMI - Yami_SkipTitle
@Yanfly - YEP_CoreEngine, YEP_MessageCore, Yep_X_ExtMesPack1
Additional scripts with credits will be posted as they are identified.
Notable comments/updates (if any):
Updated topic with links for Windows, Mac, and Browser Support. Did away with encryption using Engima Protector. Added a variety of signature banners for users to show support.
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I am going to be testing the game a bit further before I upload the game to be downloaded. I would appreciate any mac users to PM me so that I can have you test a mac version for me.
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Creating and releasing this product is one of the biggest challenges I have ever faced. Every ounce of my being wants to delete it and/or hide it away. However, I also feel deep down that I need to make this product a reality and that all of the fear I am experiencing will (most likely) not come to pass.
I don't know exactly why the event "RPG Maker Birthday Bash" inspired me to take this risk. I did ask lunarea if she'd prefer I just post this in the general projects forum. However, she encouraged me to post it here
Screenshots:
Additional Credits:
Link to download struggle from Mediafire (Mac) - .rar file (74 MB)
Link to download struggle from Mediafire (Windows) - .rar file (73 MB)
Link to play game in browser (Note - Will start immediately upon loading)
Known issues:
Duck has one issue with movement where it goes backwards (woops) - Corrected in current release
Sprites from Scene 3 made an accidental appearance in the bottom corner of scene 6. - Corrected in current release
Two typos in the closing statement from me at the end of the game. - Corrected in current release
Sound effects are loud when prompted for choices - Corrected in current release
Typo from word wrap at the end of the game
Squirrel move route. They move over-top of trees.
Supporting Struggle:
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I don't think I'm depressed or anxious. However, I want to learn how I can help someone else.
There is no magic cure-all method that can be shared that'll allow you to provide help to someone else. So, with that said, I'll be sharing some links that I believe will be helpful for you to learn more. Additionally, I'll provide some personal insight and will be more than happy to talk with you about any questions/comments here in this thread or through PM.
If you want to make an effort to show someone suffering from depression that you care. Then the best way to do so is consistent positive reaffirmation and vocalizing positive aspects. It's incredibly difficult to explain how it feels to be depressed and oftentimes those who want to help strongly desire to provide a solution. The catch is that the solution, which should work, may not be enough to overcome the issue(s) they are facing. So, don't focus on how to "treat" them and instead focus on learning if they have "triggers" that can cause a severe spiral in their mood. Try to have them explain to you what it is that they like (hobbies, shows, talking, games, etc.) and make an effort to participate with them in those activities. Try to avoid making assumptions and/or leaving things unspoken. If you spend time together and the night was a good night (nothing special) you should try and emphasize that it was a good way to spend the time. It's very easy for a depressed individual to take "silence" as a negative and then when you try to recover by explaining to them it wasn't bad they may feel bad for making you have to explain it in the first place (remember what I said about spiraling? This is an example of that.)
Ultimately, what they need is a positive force in their corner who isn't looking to cure them but instead is just wanting to be with them, as a friend or a family member. If they are in a particularly dark place then you should try to be conscious that they'll be resistant to positive suggestions. During those situations it's best to try and entice them towards a middle ground where they still feel comfortable and are perhaps indulging in something they like (even if they're struggling to find satisfaction with it at the time.)